I did find that person and wouuld like to thank him for the 26 years we have shared and tell him that the a future full of posibilities and thank you for sharing this crazy life of ours.
Ask yourself this when someone says you can't do it. What's holding you back? Exactly. Nothing but them and you, but only because you are letting them.
Dear Self. You know what they say about perfectionism...don't you? Why you don't have to be perfect, and in fact it's necessary that you don't try to be.