When I'm with you I'm happy. When we hug it's like I don't ever want to let go. When you make me smile it brings the sunshine out in me. When I see you and our eyes meet, it's like something I've never felt before.

I know now that we never get over great losses; we absorb them, and they carve us into different, often kinder creatures.

Cloud jars. Shaving cream as the cloud. Watch colored water drip down. Toddler preschool science.