I can relate to Alice in Wonderland. She just keeps randomly eating and drinking everything she sees with the hope that it might magically solve all her problems.
If God is love, evil is the absence of God. Every bad addiction, every evil thought about others or ourselves is coming from a lack of love. God isn't in that part of your life or your life at all. 1 John 4:8 But anyone who does not love does not kn