I will be happy to keep telling the truth for you. You can't just fuck people over, walk away to your happy little pretend life, throwing me under the bus to save face, & expect me to slink away quietly. No...while your fucked up family continues
Ask yourself this when someone says you can't do it. What's holding you back? Exactly. Nothing but them and you, but only because you are letting them.
Dear Self. You know what they say about perfectionism...don't you? Why you don't have to be perfect, and in fact it's necessary that you don't try to be.