-not mad at all!! hurting 'cuz of how i feel about you and trying to cope with missing you... if i know you at all you still love me and want to be with me so i know it's not easy for you either. regardless, i will <3 you and only you for the rest
Don't hold onto anger. Don't blame others for your mistakes. Apologize for your mistake, learn from it. From that point on, it's really out of your hands.