-not mad at all!! hurting 'cuz of how i feel about you and trying to cope with missing you... if i know you at all you still love me and want to be with me so i know it's not easy for you either. regardless, i will <3 you and only you for the rest
Ask yourself this when someone says you can't do it. What's holding you back? Exactly. Nothing but them and you, but only because you are letting them.
Dear Self. You know what they say about perfectionism...don't you? Why you don't have to be perfect, and in fact it's necessary that you don't try to be.